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hi, i'm here. i'll comment on your blog for sure.

Hey sethy, is this sethy k I'm talking to?

cool stuff chaddo! i'll read and comment for sure.

It's a good idea. I'll try to post regularly. See how it helps.

I'll be reading and commenting too.

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I signed up now and will post comments. Thanks.

It's been a rough weekend(week). The sermon on Sunday really hurt to hear. The pastor was just trying to stir us up, but all the lies that I believe seemed to be confirmed throughout the whole sermon.

First, he told us that we had to hear the word. No problem, but the second point was that we had to believe the word. That's were I was feeling condemned. He said that if we don't believe the word, we are sinning. No matter what everyone else says, you are sinning. I sat there and thought, "yeah. That me. The big sinner. I don't believe in my heart most of what the Bible says about God's love and who I am in Christ." It was so painful.

By the end of the service, I was screaming inside. I kept saying, "I already know that I'm a complete failure. Do you have to keep rubbing it in that it means I'm a total sinner also?"

I haven't started acting out yet because I've been too busy for work, but I'm already seeing a lot of red flags. My wife knows what's going on, but I know I need to be able to work through this before I completely go crazy.

It's been a rough weekend(week). The sermon on Sunday really hurt to hear. The pastor was just trying to stir us up, but all the lies that I believe seemed to be confirmed throughout the whole sermon.

First, he told us that we had to hear the word. No problem, but the second point was that we had to believe the word. That's were I was feeling condemned. He said that if we don't believe the word, we are sinning. No matter what everyone else says, you are sinning. I sat there and thought, "yeah. That me. The big sinner. I don't believe in my heart most of what the Bible says about God's love and who I am in Christ." It was so painful.

By the end of the service, I was screaming inside. I kept saying, "I already know that I'm a complete failure. Do you have to keep rubbing it in that it means I'm a total sinner also?"

I haven't started acting out yet because I've been too busy for work, but I'm already seeing a lot of red flags. My wife knows what's going on, but I know I need to be able to work through this before I completely go crazy.

dude I'm sorry it was so painful for you on sunday. It can be really hard when a sermon triggers your lies like that.

It does bring up an important point: You are not alone. Many if not most believers do not truly believe (I'm not talking about saving faith here). That is why I love the scripture Psalm 103:13, 14 As a father has compassion on his children, so the LORD has compassion on those who fear him; for he knows how we are formed, he remembers that we are dust.

He has mercy on us in the process. He knows that we are dust... learning to open up to receive his love. Learning to trust. Learning to believe.

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Hi,
I want to know what is the criteria for going to a sex rehab center for 30-45 days? It seems very expensive and I might loose my job when I can stay and estalish a community-be real -get counseling-work a recovery plan.I would need to do this when I got back anyway. What are your thoughts? Thanks